〃That is the safe way。〃
〃Who is that first captain？〃
〃He is a very excellent surgeon of Milan。〃
〃He's a first captain； isn't he？〃
〃Yes； but he is an excellent surgeon。〃
〃I don't want my leg fooled with by a first captain。 If he was any good he would be made a major。 I know what a first captain is； doctor。〃
〃He is an excellent surgeon and I would rather have his judgment than any surgeon I know。〃
〃Could another surgeon see it？〃
〃Certainly if you wish。 But I would take Dr。 Varella's opinion myself。〃
〃Could you ask another surgeon to e and see it？〃
〃I will ask Valentini to e。〃
〃Who is he？〃
〃He is a surgeon of the Ospedale Maggiore。〃
〃Good。 I appreciate it very much。 You understand； doctor； I couldn't stay in bed six months。〃
〃You would not be in bed。 You would first take a sun cure。 Then you could have light exercise。 Then when it was encysted we would operate。〃
〃But I can't wait six months。〃
The doctor spread his delicate fingers on the cap he held and smiled。 〃You are in such a hurry to get back to the front？〃
〃Why not？〃
〃It is very beautiful；〃 he said。 〃You are a noble young man。〃 He stooped over and kissed me very delicately on the forehead。 〃I will send for Valentini。 Do not worry and excite yourself。 Be a good boy。〃
〃Will you have a drink？〃 I asked。
〃No thank you。 I never drink alcohol。〃
〃Just have one。〃 I rang for the porter to bring glasses。
〃No。 No thank you。 They are waiting for me。〃
〃Good…by；〃 I said。
〃Good…by。〃
Two hours later Dr。 Valentini came into the room。 He was in a great hurry and the points of his mustache stood straight up。 He was a major； his face was tanned and he laughed all the time。
〃How did you do it； this rotten thing？〃 he asked。 〃Let me see the plates。 Yes。 Yes。 That's it。 You look healthy as a goat。 Who's the pretty girl？ Is she your girl？ I thought so。 Isn't this a bloody war？ How does that feel？ You are a fine boy。 I'll make you better than new。 Does that hurt？ You bet it hurts。 How they love to hurt you； these doctors。 What have they done for you so far？ Can't that girl talk Italian？ She should learn。 What a lovely girl。 I could teach her。 I will be a patient here myself。 No； but I will do all your maternity work free。 Does she understand that？ She will make you a fine boy。 A fine blonde like she is。 That's fine。 That's all right。 What a lovely girl。 Ask her if she eats supper with me。 No I won't take her away from you。 Thank you。 Thank you very much； Miss。 That's all。〃
〃That's all I want to know。〃 He patted me on the shoulder。 〃Leave the dressings off。〃
〃Will you have a drink； Dr。 Valentini？〃
〃A drink？ Certainly。 I will have ten drinks。 Where are they？〃
〃In the armoire。 Miss Barkley will get the bottle。〃
〃Cheery oh。 Cheery oh to you； Miss。 What a lovely girl。 I will bring you better cognac than that。〃 He wiped his mustache。
〃When do you think it can be operated on？〃
〃To…morrow morning。 Not before。 Your stomach must be emptied。 You must be washed out。 I will see the old lady downstairs and leave instructions。 Good…by。 I see you to…morrow。 I'll bring you better cognac than that。 You are very fortable here。 Good…by。 Until to…morrow。 Get a good sleep。 I'll see you early。〃 He waved from the doorway； his mustaches went straight up； his brown face was smiling。 There was a star in a box on his sleeve because he was a major。
16
That night a bat flew into the room through the open door that led onto the balcony and through which we watched the night over the roofs of the town。 It was dark in our room except for the small light of the night over the town and the bat was not frightened but hunted in the room as though he had been outside。 We lay and watched him and I do not think he saw us because we lay so still。 After he went out we saw a searchlight e on and watched the beam move across the sky and then go off and it was dark again。 A breeze came in the night and we heard the men of the anti…aircraft gun on the next roof talking。 It was cool and they were putting on their capes。 I worried in the night about some one ing up but Catherine said they were all asleep。 Once in the night we went to sleep and when I woke she was not there but I heard her ing along the hall and the door opened and she came back to the bed and said it was all right she had been downstairs and they were all asleep。 She had been outside Miss Van Campen's door and heard her breathing in her sleep。 She brought crackers and we ate them and drank some vermouth。 We were very hungry but she said that would all have to be gotten out of me in the morning。 I went to sleep again in the morning when it was light and when I was awake I found she was gone again。 She came in looking fresh and lovely and sat on the bed and the sun rose while I had the thermometer in my mouth and we smelled the dew on the roofs and then the coffee of the men at the gun on the next roof。
〃I wish we could go for a walk；〃 Catherine said。 〃I'd wheel you if we had a chair。〃
〃How would I get into the chair？〃
〃We'd do it。〃
〃We could go out to the park and have breakfast outdoors。〃 I looked out the open doorway。
〃What we'll really do；〃 she said； 〃is get you ready for your friend Dr。 Valentini。〃
〃I thought he was grand。〃
〃I didn't like him as much as you did。 But I imagine he's very good。〃
〃e back to bed； Catherine。 Please；〃 I said。
〃I can't。 Didn't we have a lovely night？〃
〃And can you be on night duty to…night？〃
〃I probably will。 But you won't want me。〃
〃Yes； I will。〃
〃No； you won't。 You've never been operated on。 You don't know how you'll be。〃
〃I'll be all right。〃
〃You'll be sick and I won't be anything to you。〃
〃e back then now。〃
〃No；〃 she said。 〃I have to do the chart； darling； and fix you up。〃
〃You don't really love me or you'd e back again。〃
〃You're such a silly boy。〃 She kissed me。 〃That's all right for the chart。 Your temperature's always normal。 You've such a lovely temperature。〃
〃You've got a lovely everything。〃
〃Oh no。 You have the lovely temperature。 I'm awfully proud of your temperature。〃
〃Maybe all our children will have fine temperatures。〃
〃Our children will probably have beastly temperatures。〃
〃What do you have to do to get me ready for Valentini？〃
〃Not much。 But quite unpleasant。〃
〃I wish you didn't have to do it。〃
〃I don't。 I don't want any one else to touch you。 I'm silly。 I get furious if they couch you。〃
〃Even Ferguson？〃
〃Especially Ferguson and Gage and the other； what's her name？〃
〃Walker？〃
〃That's it。 They've too many nurses here now。 There must be some more patients or they'll send us away。 They have four nurses now。〃
〃Perhaps there'll be some。 They need that many nurses。 It's quite a big hospital。〃
〃I hope some will e。 What would I do if they sent me away？ They will unless there are more patients。〃
〃I'd go too。〃
〃Don't be silly。 You can't go yet。 But get well quickly； darling； and we will go somewhere。〃
〃And then what？〃
〃Maybe the war will be over。 It can't always go on。〃
〃I'll get well；〃 I said。 〃Valentini will fix me。〃
〃He should with those mustaches。 And； darling； when you're going under the ether just think about something else……not us。 Because people get very blabby under an anaesthetic。〃
〃What should I think about？〃
〃Anything。 Anything but us。 Think about your people。 Or even any other girl。〃
〃No。''
〃Say your prayers then。 That ought to create a splendid impression。〃
〃Maybe I won't talk。〃
〃That's true。 Often people don't talk。〃
〃I won't talk。〃
〃Don't brag； darling。 Please don't brag。 You're so sweet and you don't have to brag。〃
〃I won't talk a word。〃
〃Now you're bragging； darling。 You know you don't need to brag。 Just start your prayers or poetry or something when they tell you to breathe deeply。 You'll be lovely that way and I'll be so proud of you。 I'm very proud of you anyway。 You have such a lovely temperature and you sleep like a little boy with your arm around the pillow and think it's me。 Or is it some other girl？ Some fine Italian girl？〃
〃It's you。〃
〃Of course it's me。 Oh I do love you and Valentini will make you a fine leg。 I'm glad I don't have to watch it。〃
〃And you'll be on night duty to…night。〃
〃Yes。 But you won't care。〃
〃You wait and see。〃
〃There； darling。 Now you're all clean inside and out。 Tell me。 How many people have you ever loved？〃
〃Nobody。〃
〃Not me even？〃
〃Yes； you。〃
〃How many others really？〃
〃None。〃
〃How many have you……how do you say it？……stayed with？〃
〃None。〃
〃You're lying to me。〃
〃Yes。〃
〃It's all right。 Keep right on lying to me。 That's what I want you to do。 Were they pretty？〃
〃I never stayed with any one。〃
〃That's right。 Were they very attractive？〃
〃I don't know anything about it。〃
〃You're just mine。 That's true and you've never belonged to any one else。 But I don't care if you have。 I'm not afraid of them。 But don't tell me about them。 When a man stays with a girl when does she say how much it costs？〃
〃I don't know。〃
〃Of course not。 Does she say she loves him？ Tell me that。 I want to know that。〃
〃Yes。 If he wants her to。〃
〃Does he say he loves her？ Tell me please。 It's important。〃
〃He does if he wants to。〃
〃But you never did？ Really？〃
〃No。〃
〃Not really。 Tell me the truth。〃
〃No；〃 I lied。
〃You