caught you thinking about it later。
Jared and the others were staring at the place where she'd disappeared into the brush with wary
expressions。
〃Where's she going？〃 Jared asked。
I ignored him； closing my eyes and pulling myself together again。 It felt like the air was trembling around
me； shaking out from me in small waves。 I lifted myself up on my hind legs； catching the moment just right
so that I was fully upright as I shimmered down into my human self。
〃Oh；〃 Jared said。 〃Hey； Jake。〃
〃Hey； Jared。〃
〃Thanks for talking to me。〃
〃Yeah。〃
〃We want you to e back； man。〃
Quil whined again。
〃I don't know if it's that easy； Jared。〃
〃e home；〃 he said； leaning forward。 Pleading。 〃We can sort this out。 You don't belong here。 Let
Seth and Leah e home； too。〃
I laughed。 〃Right。 Like I haven't been begging them to do that from hour one。〃
Seth snorted behind me。
Jared assessed that； his eyes cautious again。 〃So； what now； then？〃
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I thought that over for a minute while he waited。
〃I don't know。 But I'm not sure things could just go back to normal anyway； Jared。 I don't know how it
works—it doesn't feel like I can just turn this Alpha thing off and on as the mood strikes。 It feels sort of
permanent。〃
〃You still belong with us。〃
I raised my eyebrows。 〃Two Alphas can't belong in the same place； Jared。 Remember how close it got
last night？ The instinct is too petitive。〃
〃So are you all just going to hang out with the parasites for the rest of your lives？〃 he demanded。 〃You
don't have a home here。 You're already out of clothes；〃 he pointed out。 〃You gonna stay wolf all the
time？ You know Leah doesn't like eating that way。〃
〃Leah can do whatever she wants when she gets hungry。 She's here by her own choice。 I'm not telling
anyone what to do。〃
Jared sighed。 〃Sam is sorry about what he did to you。〃
I nodded。 〃I'm not angry anymore。〃
〃But？〃
〃But I'm not ing back； not now。 We're going to wait and see how it plays out； too。 And we're going
to watch out for the Cullens for as long as that seems necessary。 Because； despite what you think； this
isn't just about Bella。 We're protecting those who should be protected。 And that applies to the Cullens；
too。〃 At least a fair number of them； anyway。
Seth yelped softly in agreement。
Jared frowned。 〃I guess there's nothing I can say to you； then。〃
〃Not now。 We'll see how things go。〃
Jared turned to face Seth； concentrating on him now； separate from me。 〃Sue asked me to tell you—no；
to beg you—to e home。 She's brokenhearted； Seth。 All alone。 I don't know how you and Leah can
do this to her。 Abandon her this way； when your dad just barely died—〃
Seth whimpered。
〃Ease up； Jared；〃 I warned。
〃Just letting him know how it is。〃
I snorted。 〃Right。〃 Sue was tougher than anyone I knew。 Tougher than my dad； tougher than me。 Tough
enough to play on her kids' sympathies if that's what it took to get them home。 But it wasn't fair to work
Seth that way。 〃Sue's known about this for how many hours now？ And most of that time spent with Billy
and Old Quil and Sam？ Yeah； I'm sure she's just perishing of loneliness。 'Course you're free to go if you
want； Seth。 You know that。〃
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Seth sniffed。
Then； a second later； he cocked an ear to the north。 Leah must be close。 Jeez； she was fast。 Two beats；
and Leah skidded to a stop in the brush a few yards away。 She trotted in； taking the point in front of
Seth。 She kept her nose in the air； very obviously not looking in my direction。
I appreciated that。
〃Leah？〃 Jared asked。
She met his gaze； her muzzle pulling back a little over her teeth。
Jared didn't seem surprised by her hostility。 〃Leah； you know you don't want to be here。〃
She snarled at him。 I gave her a warning glance she didn't see。 Seth whined and nudged her with his
shoulder。
〃Sorry；〃 Jared said。 〃Guess I shouldn't assume。 But you don't have any ties to the bloodsuckers。〃
Leah very deliberately looked at her brother and then at me。
〃So you want to watch out for Seth； I get that；〃 Jared said。 His eyes touched my face and then went
back to hers。 Probably wondering about that second look—just like I was。 〃But Jake's not going to let
anything happen to him； and he's not afraid to be here。〃 Jared made a face。 〃Anyway； please； Leah。 We
want you back。 Sam wants you back。〃
Leah's tail twitched。
〃Sam told me to beg。 He told me to literally get down on my knees if I have to。 He wants you home；
Leelee； where you belong。〃
I saw Leah flinch when Jared used Sam's old nickname for her。 And then； when he added those last
three words； her hackles rose and she was yowling a long stream of snarls through her teeth。 I didn't have
to be in her head to hear the cussingout she was giving him； and neither did he。 You could almost hear
the exact words she was using。
I waited till she was done。 〃I'm going to go out on a limb here and say that Leah belongs wherever she
wants to be。〃
Leah growled； but； as she was glaring at Jared； I figured it was in agreement。
〃Look； Jared； we're still family； okay？ We'll get past the feud； but； until we do； you probably ought to
stick to your land。 Just so there aren't misunderstandings。 Nobody wants a family brawl； right？ Sam
doesn't want that； either； does he？〃
〃Of course； not；〃 Jared snapped。 〃We'll stick to our land。 But where is your land； Jacob？ Is it vampire
land？〃
〃No； Jared。 Homeless at the moment。 But don't worry—this isn't going to last forever。〃 I had to take a
breath。 〃There's not that much time。。。 left。 Okay？ Then the Cullens will probably go； and Seth and Leah
will e home。〃
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Leah and Seth whined together； their noses turning my direction in synchronization。
〃And what about you； Jake？〃
〃Back to the forest； I think。 I can't really stick around La Push。 Two Alphas means too much tension。
'Sides； I was headed that way anyway。 Before this mess。〃
〃What if we need to talk？〃 Jared asked。
〃Howl—but watch the line； 'kay？ We'll e to you。 And Sam doesn't need to send so many。 We aren't
looking for a fight。〃
Jared scowled； but nodded。 He didn't like me setting conditions for Sam。 〃See you around； Jake。 Or
not。〃 He waved halfheartedly。
〃Wait； Jared。 Is Embry okay？〃
Surprise crossed his face。 〃Embry？ Sure； he's fine。 Why？〃
〃Just wondering why Sam sent Collin。〃
I watched his reaction； still suspicious that something was going on。 I saw knowledge flash in his eyes；
but it didn't look like the kind I was expecting。
〃That's not really your business anymore； Jake。〃
〃Guess not。 Just curious。〃
I saw a twitch from the corner of my eye； but I didn't acknowledge it； because I didn't want to give Quil
away。 He was reacting to the subject。
〃I'll let Sam know about your。。。 instructions。 Goodbye； Jacob。〃
I sighed。 〃Yeah。 Bye； Jared。 Hey； tell my dad that I'm okay； will you？ And that I'm sorry； and that I love
him。〃
〃I'll pass that along。〃
〃Thanks。〃
〃C'mon； guys；〃 Jared said。 He turned away from us； heading out of sight to phase because Leah was
here。 Paul and Collin were right on his heels； but Quil hesitated。 He yelped softly； and I took a step
toward him。
〃Yeah； I miss you； too； bro。〃
Quil jogged over to me； his head hanging down morosely。 I patted his shoulder。
〃It'll be okay。〃
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He whined。
〃Tell Embry I miss having you two on my flanks。〃
He nodded and then pressed his nose to my forehead。 Leah snorted。 Quil looked up； but not at her。 He
looked back over his shoulder at where the others had gone。
〃Yeah； go home；〃 I told him。
Quil yelped again and then took off after the others。 I'd bet Jared wasn't waiting superpatiently。 As
soon as he was gone； I pulled the warmth from the center of my body and let it surge through my limbs。
In a flash of heat； I was on four legs again。
Thought you were going to make out with him；Leah snickered。
I ignored her。
Was that okay？I asked them。 It worried me； speaking for them that way； when I couldn't hear exactly
what they were thinking。 I didn't want to assume anything。 I didn't want to be like Jared that way。 Did I
say anything you didn't want me to？ Did I not say something I should have？
You did great； Jake！Seth encouraged。
You could have hit Jared；Leah thought。 wouldn't have minded that。
I guess we know why Embry wasn't allowed to e；Seth thought。
I didn't understand。 Not allowed？
Jake； didya see Quil？ He's pretty torn up； right？ I'd put ten to one that Embry's even more upset And
Embry doesn't have a Claire。 There's no way Quil can just pick up and walk away from La Push。 Embry
might So Sam's not going to take any chances on him getting convinced to jump ship。 He doesn't want
our pack any b