《1 twilight暮色》

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had occurred; so he was hesitant。 And he was loath to steal anyone's life 
the way his had been stolen。 It was in that frame of mind that he found 
me。 There was no hope for me; I was left in a ward with the dying。 He had 
nursed my parents; and knew I was alone。 He decided to try…〃 

His voice; nearly a whisper now; trailed off。 He stared unseeingly 
through the west windows。 I wondered which images filled his mind now; 
Carlisle's memories or his own。 I waited quietly。 

When he turned back to me; a gentle angel's smile lit his expression。 

〃And so we've e full circle;〃 he concluded。 

〃Have you always stayed with Carlisle; then?〃 I wondered。 

〃Almost always。〃 He put his hand lightly on my waist and pulled me with 
him as he walked through the door。 I stared back at the wall of pictures; 
wondering if I would ever get to hear the other stories。 

Edward didn't say any more as we walked down the hall; so I asked; 
〃Almost?〃 

He sighed; seeming reluctant to answer。 〃Well; I had a typical bout of 
rebellious adolescence — about ten years after I was… born… created; 
whatever you want to call it。 I wasn't sold on his life of abstinence; 
and I resented him for curbing my appetite。 So I went off on my own for a 
time。〃 

〃Really?〃 I was intrigued; rather than frightened; as I perhaps should 
have been。 

He could tell。 I vaguely realized that we were headed up the next flight 
of stairs; but I wasn't paying much attention to my surroundings。 

〃That doesn't repulse you?〃 

〃No。〃 

〃Why not?〃 

〃I guess… it sounds reasonable。〃 

He barked a laugh; more loudly than before。 We were at the top of the 
stairs now; in another paneled hallway。 

〃From the time of my new birth;〃 he murmured; 〃I had the advantage of 
knowing what everyone around me was thinking; both human and nonhuman 
alike。 That's why it took me ten years to defy Carlisle — I could read 
his perfect sincerity; understand exactly why he lived the way he did。 

〃It took me only a few years to return to Carlisle and remit to his 
vision。 I thought I would be exempt from the… depression… that 
acpanies a conscience。 Because I knew the thoughts of my prey; I could 
pass over the innocent and pursue only the evil。 If I followed a murderer 
down a dark alley where he stalked a young girl — if I saved her; then 
surely I wasn't so terrible。〃 

I shivered; imagining only too clearly what he described — the alley at 
night; the frightened girl; the dark man behind her。 And Edward; Edward 
as he hunted; terrible and glorious as a young god; unstoppable。 Would 
she have been grateful; that girl; or more frightened than before? 

〃But as time went on; I began to see the monster in my eyes。 I couldn't 
escape the debt of so much human life taken; no matter how justified。 And 
I went back to Carlisle and Esme。 They weled me back like the 
prodigal。 It was more than I deserved。〃 

We'd e to a stop in front of the last door in the hall。 

〃My room;〃 he informed me; opening it and pulling me through。 

His room faced south; with a wallsized window like the great room below。 
The whole back side of the house must be glass。 His view looked down on 
the winding Sol Duc River; across the untouched forest to the Olympic 
Mountain range。 The mountains were much closer than I would have believed。 

The western wall was pletely covered with shelf after shelf of CDs。 
His room was better stocked than a music store。 In the corner was a 
sophisticatedlooking sound system; the kind I was afraid to touch 
because I'd be sure to break something。 There was no bed; only a wide and 
inviting black leather sofa。 The floor was covered with a thick golden 

carpet; and the walls were hung with heavy fabric in a slightly darker 
shade。 

〃Good acoustics?〃 I guessed。 

He chuckled and nodded。 

He picked up a remote and turned the stereo on。 It was quiet; but the 
soft jazz number sounded like the band was in the room with us。 I went to 
look at his mindboggling music collection。 

〃How do you have these organized?〃 I asked; unable to find any rhyme or 
reason to the titles。 

He wasn't paying attention。 

〃Ummm; by year; and then by personal preference within that frame;〃 he 
said absently。 

I turned; and he was looking at me with a peculiar expression in his eyes。 

〃What?〃 

〃I was prepared to feel… relieved。 Having you know about everything; not 
needing to keep secrets from you。 But I didn't expect to feel more than 
that。 I like it。 It makes me… happy。〃 He shrugged; smiling slightly。 

〃I'm glad;〃 I said; smiling back。 I'd worried that he might regret 
telling me these things。 It was good to know that wasn't the case。 

But then; as his eyes dissected my expression; his smile faded and his 
forehead creased。 

〃You're still waiting for the running and the screaming; aren't you?〃 I 
guessed。 

A faint smile touched his lips; and he nodded。 

〃I hate to burst your bubble; but you're really not as scary as you think 
you are。 I don't find you scary at all; actually;〃 I lied casually。 

He stopped; raising his eyebrows in blatant disbelief。 Then he flashed a 
wide; wicked smile。 

〃You really shouldn't have said that;〃 he chuckled。 

He growled; a low sound in the back of his throat; his lips curled back 
over his perfect teeth。 His body shifted suddenly; halfcrouched; tensed 
like a lion about to pounce。 

I backed away from him; glaring。 

〃You wouldn't。〃 

I didn't see him leap at me — it was much too fast。 I only found myself 
suddenly airborne; and then we crashed onto the sofa; knocking it into 
the wall。 All the while; his arms formed an iron cage of protection 
around me — I was barely jostled。 But I still was gasping as I tried to 
right myself。 

He wasn't having that。 He curled me into a ball against his chest; 
holding me more securely than iron chains。 I glared at him in alarm; but 
he seemed well in control; his jaw relaxed as he grinned; his eyes bright 
only with humor。 

〃You were saying?〃 he growled playfully。 

〃That you are a very; very terrifying monster;〃 I said; my sarcasm marred 
a bit by my breathless voice。 

〃Much better;〃 he approved。 

〃Um。〃 I struggled。 〃Can I get up now?〃 

He just laughed。 

〃Can we e in?〃 a soft voice sounded from the hall。 

I struggled to free myself; but Edward merely readjusted me so that I was 
somewhat more conventionally seated on his lap。 I could see it was Alice; 
then; and Jasper behind her in the doorway。 My cheeks burned; but Edward 
seemed at ease。 

〃Go ahead。〃 Edward was still chuckling quietly。 

Alice seemed to find nothing unusual in our embrace; she walked — almost 
danced; her movements were so graceful — to the center of the room; where 
she folded herself sinuously onto the floor。 Jasper; however; paused at 
the door; his expression a trifle shocked。 He stared at Edward's face; 
and I wondered if he was tasting the atmosphere with his unusual 
sensitivity。 

〃It sounded like you were having Bella for lunch; and we came to see if 
you would share;〃 Alice announced。 

I stiffened for an instant; until I realized Edward was grinning — 
whether at her ment or my response; I couldn't tell。 

〃Sorry; I don't believe I have enough to spare;〃 he replied; his arms 
holding me recklessly close。 

〃Actually;〃 Jasper said; smiling despite himself as he walked into the 
room; 〃Alice says there's going to be a real storm tonight; and Emmett 
wants to play ball。 Are you game?〃 

The words were all mon enough; but the context confused me。 I gathered 
that Alice was a bit more reliable than the weatherman; though。 

Edward's eyes lit up; but he hesitated。 

〃Of course you should bring Bella;〃 Alice chirped。 I thought I saw Jasper 
throw a quick glance at her。 

〃Do you want to go?〃 Edward asked me; excited; his expression vivid。 

〃Sure。〃 I couldn't disappoint such a face。 〃Um; where are we going?〃 

〃We have to wait for thunder to play ball — you'll see why;〃 he promised。 

〃Will I need an umbrella?〃 

They all three laughed aloud。 

〃Will she?〃 Jasper asked Alice。 

〃No。〃 She was positive。 〃The storm will hit over town。 It should be dry 
enough in the clearing。〃 

〃Good; then。〃 The enthusiasm in Jasper's voice was catching; naturally。 I 
found myself eager; rather than scared stiff。 

〃Let's go see if Carlisle will e。〃 Alice bounded up and to the door in 
a fashion that would break any ballerina's heart。 

〃Like you don't know;〃 Jasper teased; and they were swiftly on their way。 
Jasper managed to inconspicuously close the door behind them。 

〃What will we be playing?〃 I demanded。 

〃You will be watching;〃 Edward clarified。 〃We will be playing baseball。〃 

I rolled my eyes。 〃Vampires like baseball?〃 

〃It's the American pastime;〃 he said with mock solemnity。 

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17。 THE GAME 




It was just beginning to drizzle when Edward turned onto my street。 Up 
until that moment; I'd had no doubt that he'd be staying with me while I 
spent a few interim hours in the real world。 

And then I saw the black car; a weathered Ford; parked in 
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