started to flow fast and passionate。 So much。 But I know that would be wrong； because it would be vengeance； not justice。 All anger； no impartiality。 Still； it can t be right to leave a serial rapist and killer wandering Port Angeles！ I don t know the humans there； but I can t let someone else take Bella s place as his victim。 Those other women someone might feel about them the way I feel about Bella。 Might suffer what I would have suffered if she d been harmed。 It s not right His wide； unexpected smile stopped the rush of my words cold。 She s very good for you； isn t she？ impressed。 So much passion； so much control。 I m I m not looking for pliments； Carlisle。 Of course not。 But I can t help my thoughts； can I？ He smiled again。 I ll take care of it。 You can rest easy。 No one else will be harmed in Bella s place。 I saw the plan in his head。 It wasn t exactly what I wanted； it did not satisfy my craving for brutality； but I could see that it was the right thing。 I ll show you where to find him； I said。 Let s go。 He grabbed his black bag on the way。 I would have preferred a more aggressive form of sedation like a cracked skull but I would let Carlisle do this his way。 We took my car。 Alice was still on the steps。 She grinned and waved as we drove away。 I saw that she had looked ahead for me； we would have no difficulties。 The trip was very short on the dark； empty road。 I left off my headlights to keep from attracting attention。 It made me smile to think how Bella would have reacted to this pace。 I d already been driving slower than usual to prolong my time with her when she d objected。 Carlisle was thinking of Bella； too。 I didn t foresee that she would be so good for him。 That s unexpected。 Perhaps this was somehow meant to be。 Perhaps it serves a higher purpose。 Only He pictured Bella with snow cold skin and blood red eyes； and then flinched away from the image。 Yes。 Only。 Indeed。 so pure and lovely？ Because how could there be any good in destroying something I glowered into the night； all the joy of the evening destroyed by his thoughts。 Edward deserves happiness。 He s owed it。 The fierceness of Carlisle s thoughts surprised me。 There must be a way。
I wished I could believe that either one。 But there was no higher purpose to what was happening to Bella。 Just a vicious harpy； an ugly； bitter fate who could not bear for Bella to have the life she deserved。 I did not linger in Port Angeles。 I took Carlisle to the dive where the creature named Lonnie was drowning his disappointment with his friends two of whom had already passed out。 Carlisle could see how hard it was for me to be so close for me to hear the monster s thoughts and see his memories； memories of Bella mixed in with less fortunate girls who no one could save now。 My breathing sped。 I clenched the steering wheel。 I ll make the rest of them safe。 You go back to Go； Edward； he told me gently。 Bella。 It was exactly the right thing to say。 could mean anything to me now。 Her name was the only distraction that I left him in the car； and ran back to Forks in a straight line through the sleeping forest。 It took less time than the first journey in the speeding car。 It was just minutes later that I scaled the side of her house and slid her window out of my way。 I sighed silently with relief。 Everything was just as it should be。 Bella was safe in her bed； dreaming； her wet hair tangled like seaweed across the pillow。 But； unlike most nights； she was curled into a small ball with the covers stretched taut around her shoulders。 Cold； I guessed。 Before I could settle into my usual seat； she shivered in her sleep； and her lips trembled。 I thought for a brief moment； and then I eased out into the hallway； exploring another part of her house for the first time。 Charlie s snores were loud and even。 I could almost catch the edge of his dream。 Something with the rush of water and patient expectation fishing； maybe？ There； at the top of the stairs； was a promising looking cupboard。 I opened it hopefully； and found what I was looking for。 I selected the thickest blanket from the tiny linen closet； and took it back into her room。 I would return it before she woke； and no one would be the wiser。 Holding my breath； I cautiously spread the blanket over her； she didn t react to the added weight。 I returned to the rocking chair。 While I waited anxiously for her to warm up； I thought of Carlisle； wondering where he was now。 I knew his plan would go smoothly Alice had seen that。 Thinking of my father made me sigh Carlisle gave me too much credit。 I wished I was the person he thought me to be。 That person； the one who deserved happiness； might hope to be worthy of this sleeping girl。 How different things would be if I could be that Edward。 As I pondered this； a strange； uncalled image filled my head。 For one moment； the hagfaced fate I d imagined； the one who sought Bella s destruction； was replaced by the most foolish and reckless of angels。 A guardian angel something Carlisle s version of me might have had。 With a heedless smile on her lips； her skycolored eyes full of mischief； the angel formed Bella in such a fashion that there was no way that I could possibly overlook her。 A ridiculously potent scent to demand my attention； a silent mind to enflame my curiosity； a quiet beauty to hold my eyes；
a selfless soul to earn my awe。 Leave out the natural sense of selfpreservation so that Bella could bear to be near me and； finally； add a wide streak of appallingly bad luck。 With a careless laugh； the irresponsible angel propelled her fragile creation directly into my path； trusting blithely in my flawed morality to keep Bella alive。 In this vision； I was not Bella s sentence； she was my reward。 I shook my head at the fantasy of the unthinking angel。 She was not much better than the harpy。 I could not think well of a higher power that would behave in such a dangerous and stupid manner。 At least the ugly fate I could fight against。 And I had no angel。 They were reserved for the good for people like Bella。 So where was her angel through all this？ Who was watching over her？ I laughed silently； startled； as I realized that； just now； I was filling that role。 A vampire angel there was a stretch。 After about a half hour； Bella relaxed out of the tight ball。 Her breathing got deeper and she started to murmur。 I smiled； satisfied。 It was a small thing； but at least she was sleeping more fortably tonight because I was here。 Edward； she sighed； and she smiled； too。 I shoved tragedy aside for the moment； and let myself be happy again。 11。 Interrogations N broke the story first。 I was glad it hit the news before I had to leave for school； anxious to hear how the humans would phrase the account； and what amount of attention it would garner。 Luckily； it was a heavy news day。 There was an earthquake in South America and a political kidnapping in the Middle East。 So it ended up only earning a few seconds； a few sentences； and one grainy picture。 Alonzo Calderas Wallace； suspected serial rapist and murderer wanted in the states of Texas and Oklahoma； was apprehended last night in Portland； Oregon thanks to an anonymous tip。 Wallace was found unconscious in an alley early this morning； just a few yards from a police station。 Officials are unable to tell us
at this time whether he will be extradited to Houston or Oklahoma City to stand trial。 The picture was unclear； a mug shot； and he d had a thick beard at the time of the photograph。 Even if Bella saw it； she would probably not recognize him。 I hoped she wouldn t； it would make her afraid needlessly。 The coverage here in town will be light。 It s too far away to be considered of local interest； Alice told me。 It was a good call to have Carlisle take him out of state。 I nodded。 Bella didn t watch much TV regardless； and I d never seen her father watching anything besides sports channels。 I d done what I could。 This monster no longer hunted； and I was not a murderer。 Not recently； anyway。 I d been right to trust Carlisle； as much as I still wished the monster had not gotten off quite so easily。 I caught myself hoping he would be extradited to Texas； where the death penalty was so popular No。 That didn t matter。 most important。 I would put this behind me； and concentrate on what was I was already aching to see her I d left Bella s room less than an hour ago。 again。 Alice； do you mind She cut me off。 Rosalie will drive。 She ll act pissed； but you know she ll enjoy the excuse to show off her car。 Alice trilled a laugh。 I grinned at her。 See you at school。 Alice sighed； and my grin became a grimace。 I know； I know； she thought。 Not yet。 I ll wait until you re ready for Bella to know me。 You should know； though； this isn t just me being selfish。 Bella s going to like me； too。 I didn t answer her as I hurried out the door。 That was a different way of viewing the situation。 Would Bella want to know Alice？ To have a vampire for a girlfriend？ Knowing Bella that idea probably wouldn t bother her in the slightest。 I frowned to myself。 separate things。 What Bella wanted and what was best for Bella were two very I started to feel uneasy as I parked my car in Bella s driveway。 The human adage said that things looked different in the morning that things changed when you slept on them。